I am a member of the Mormon Church since I was nine (I know, you may be thinking I was too you young when I was baptized and didn't actually know what I was doing... but I'll comment on that later). I have been a member since August, 1981 (there you go... you can now find out how old I am :o)
I decided to create this blog as a way to express feelings and beliefs in regards to Jesus Christ and the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints - also known as the Mormon church. I hope it may be a source of information as well as a chance for others who don't know the LDS church to come to a better understanding about it. So, let me share a bit about me:
I was born in 1971 (you probably already figured that out). I was born in Brazil. My parents were very poor (please, don't start to stigmatize... continue reading!). Things were hard not only because of the country's economic condition (things were really hard in the 70s and 80s in Brazil) but because they had also been long searching for what my mother called the "true church of God". She attended many good churches and came to know about their teachings but she felt something was missing.
THE CONVERSION
In 1981, when my mother was working in our front yard, two young men stopped at the front gate and asked her if she would like to hear a message about Jesus Christ. She replied by asking "who wouldn't like to hear about Jesus Christ?" They came back later that same day, when my father was home. I remember I sat with my parents and listened to what those two men (they seemed old to an 9 year old but they were only 18!).
There was such a different atmosphere in our home when those two young men were there visiting us. There was excitement and, at the same time, peace as we longed for their next visit. At the time, my father was a poice office, member of a special force in the state police - similar to the SWAT in the U.S. It was interesting to see my father, a "tough guy", sitting during the lessons, asking questions, inquiring about the basic principles of the "mormon" doctrine. But what I remember most, was the explanation about the prophet Joseph Smith, how he described his search for "the true church of God". I could see that my mother, in particular, immediatly connected with that story. It was very remarkable to me, when the Elders of the church (missionaries of the church, despite being young, are called "Elders) started to explain how Joseph Smith, being only 14 years old, wanted to find out to each church he should join. Just like nowadays, there were many churches in the area where Joseph Smith lived. Each one claimed to be the true church of Christ. It was explained to us, that Joseph Smith read a passage in James, 1:5-6, which says:
If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not, and it shall be given him. But Let him ask with faith nothing waivering. For he that waivereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.
We learned that Joseph was very touched by that passage of scripture. He decided to ask of God with faith that an answer would be given to him. The Elders explained that on a beautiful morning, Joseph
Just like Joseph, we too decided to ask God if those things were true. We were eager to get the knowledge about those things. Were they true? We knew that, just like Joseph, we indeed could ask God and He, being good and merciful, would give us an answer.